Eh, I'm all better .. I am one hundred percent sure of that. She doesn't worth for me to think of her. I am totally fine without that kind of friend. :D Hmm.. I realize it is alright not to talk with our friend in ample times. I was stupid that I didn't dropped the computer class so I got the F in that class. -__- Ahh!! Yea, first F in my GPA, and one depress thing was I got a F in my first test in Biochem's test. Haha Lucky, a nice classmate says about studying groups or go to the tutor on Mon & Weds..something like that =] Yai! I have some help now lol. Um.. I was depressed that some of the friends don't want to talk to me ,but I just think it is as a that mean friend. If they won't wanna talk to me , I would just not care about them & not talk with them. I dislike to waste my time of caring about the people who don't want to play, talk with me. I was thinking " What the heck do they think me as , a random friend?! If they like to , they will invite you to go somewhere , and going to ask you to do something for them. I truly think I'm not your maid or something?! I am tiring of desiring chatting with them online. I am postive that I don't need them. :] Hehe! I feel enjoyful of meeting a sweet friend's Linda. She is such a good friend; she said she won't judge and won't say some horrible things to me . When I was with her, I felt truly happiness. Last Saturday, we were about to hang out to Downtown LA right?! However, I had to wait her in her car, and guess what? Her car was out of batter and had a slightly problem in it. She called her mother in New York to figure out how to fix the car , and then her mother said No idea. Her mom even yelled at her back which was sad to me. She was clumsy that she didn't turn off the lighthead's car. In other hand, she tried to call her dad to help her dad , and he said " she should wait one hour-thirty minutes so the car has battery back. However, We waited like that of time , it still hadn't work. She called him back , and told him what had happened! She told me he gonna come to our place to observe what was going on to it. Next , she also so funny that her daddy so strict that he doesn't adore her dress so sexy as a short short's jean . She needed me to buy her a pant for her , so she could change to a better one. We went to the Target to buy it. She didn't have enough money so I lent it to her. ^__^ I was fine with it, because I know she would return it, and I learn the lesson not ask it yet?! Hah! Now Her phone got broken ... it was difficult to contact her anyway~ sigh! MOney won't hurt our friendship .. I hope! Btw, that damn Ruby , girl told Linda to tell me that I should change my personality XP Tssk! I was like Why the freak I should change my personality for her? I didn't do anything wrong; I stay strong in my position of not going to talk to her & apologize to her. It is a pride thing lol :] Yeah ahaha . Ayaiyai! Yesterday was a extremely strange ,cold day. May be , I was kinda regret of resting in the lounge room . I got invited to join the KCC o.oll group which is like a group believing GOD. I.. only believe it little bit like my ethnicity's Buddhist. We should trust ourselves more lol :] Would God really help us if we pray a lot? I don't freaking think so . XP I have different opinion on that. I do faithful on the mircale on god ,but it just rarely haha~ I was hanging out with those Korean Christian people . They are all nice, but I found I was 90% bored in there. I dislike their questions to me . Was I too nice of not making an excuse to leave right away, and constanly had some conversations with them like two hours . HAH! >__< One dude even told me to follow the regulation as a rule * You can't date until you been there like 3 years. * X] His English was little hard to comprehend b/c he said third years instead of three years lmao XP They were scared me off . Would I really contribute to their nice group? I truly obsolutely say to myself No thanks. I was too nice to give out the phone number, email too xD Whatever... JUST I'm too naive, idiotic to refuse them .. Lala~ Also I declare myself I will try to be more serious ,and less act goofy. OH YEah... Another naive thing , I kinda silly of wanna do a surgery on my throat to make my voice sounds better. I just don't like my voice at much. x___x terrible voice when I heard back my own voice in my cell phone . Um THAT's It for now.. p.s i gotta conquer of doing well in my speech class.
