The title is very accurate & descriptive to me. I am half tired and half sleepy. :D lol Seriuosly is .. No lying!I slept twelve thirty last night, and somehow woke up in a while because the downstair noised made me can't sleep smoothly. The holiday break was good i think. I mean I shouldn't hold what i shall not desire of the things that can't happen like it will make my friends around me say you are so greedy in some point. WEll I admit it ahaha?! If it made me feel bad, sux.. I shouldn't think about it anymore. FOr example, my friend invited me to go to her house with three other girls , and I can't make it . They can't drive me to their place so we had some arguing in texting. Then, she even pointed out that I can take the subway (train) . WAT?! By my own person and no one with me & said they will pick me up in their stop? I am like Hell No I can't do it! It is just a diffuclt task to me, also my freaking parents would not want me to go like that. They screamed at me once when i tried to sneak out, and take the Metro traint with a stranger dude to meet with my friends. It was horrible when I got home. lol =/ Yelling like I'm a piece of shit. Haha Wasn't that a few weeks ago of the invitation ?Yes ahaha :P So funny that i questioned myself huh? :P The thing that made me mad , and I feel like Why I should waste time of thinking about.. It is like unhappiness thing so I tell myself not to care about it anymore. If they carpool me, then i will go .. if they can't ... then whatever. One of my friend said I am a chicken .. chicken nudget too . =D lol so right? :P I never grow up when i have my damn mother and father always think of me as a children but not an almost fully adult. Haha I realized that i went to the mall in a few time just for buying the gifts to my siblings ..Well I still have my new shirts, and jean lol. Opps i think I wrote that in the below entry . hehe :P Ok New start in my winter class .. I really having an acting class and my second class is the track and field . =__= Rawr!! lol Eh Am i comfortable with that two classes or satsify with it? I would say one hundred percent not? The crazy thing is I told my damn mommy " I have an English class at 10am." instead of an acting class lol AH Yea? I do lie to my parents when the day i was born . =P Keke...~ Ah I wanna say of what was going on of yesterday, It was ah an interesting day . It just I didn't know I can meet back the dude I know in my previous running class .lol ~ We chatted chatted :] then ended up I joined him of taking the same PE class again. Who says running is fun?! I would say It isn't fun at all. Hm! The reason may be I didn't continue to exercise as running some miles .that why I was damn exhaused and in pain feeling during the time I ran. It was so unbelieveable that the damn couch made us do so exercises. I truly talk to my friends or classmate I have a weak body ..complain about not wanting run anymore. Why I chose it ? Just because I don't want to have an only one class and my mama despite that I spend too much time on the computer at home , so I think I might go well have this class again. After the hard work, I went to gym and just ran in the machine. It was nice ahahha Yeaa.. 4:45 minutes result of doing it. I had some break...this break made my body got attached to or fooling around with my guy friend named Hector. He is nice, sweet, to me. We got so intimated that He kissed me .. Later on , I was doing some stupid things again that I didn't like to say it at loud. THen I just go out of my college; went to the freaking adult night school. New class and new teacher i suppose. Damn It, freaking reading class. I mean I don't really fond to reading , but I just know reading is make us speak and know more things I guess ahaha :P I jus had exhausted Monday .. hm but I didn't like Monday of January eleveth anymore :P ^__^ I made Hector asked me out and He did XD lol Then Yai! No more singleness for me lol .. but there is some cuties around my morning class thought' lol :P Joking.. I won't like two guys at a time. Gosh! Why does a fucking THeater Art lesson have to do so many imaginery story out as an assignment?! YEss~ I am very despite that idea.. drop that class? Naw.. I am lazy to do that lol No more to say since the freaking sign in minutes almost end in the library's computer. so I have to conclude this soon. Bye BYe .. Haha Hope everyone have a great Tuesday.. haha well I going to meet my love one soon hehe ;) ^_< PEace out!
