Am I a funny person to my friend ? I think so ! However, Sometimes...I don't kinda like that of a character so yea! It is such as uncomfortable that I might thought people would think that is weird and dun like me anymore if I act that way lol . And also I really not quite understand why I am so mind of what others think about me. Hah! I admit & agree that the way I dress ain't fashionable and match my age ahah sometimes tho' =/ Hmm~ Yes! It was over of my thought to that jerk, Hector ! Ain't worth to be with him if he doesn't want me much ...~ Now, I am in an acting class. I am truly enjoy the way the teachers demonstrate the example of how the acting should be , and I am so admire of his awesome acting . ^__^ I am slowly fantasy of wanting to be an actress in some day. Well, I am little bit an actress, because I had performed/presented it out to the class. I don't know why I feel awkward and feeling not right of being describe as funny girl, goofy one by a chubby girl. Noww..Yea Yea~ I recently make three new friends . They are cool and Yes I judge them lol :P I'm sure my judge is kinda bad and wrong ^^;; Why is so sudden that I get interest on a guy named Johnny already even thought he has a girl friend? He is friendly, nice, and ____ Idk X] lol ~ OH I know 80% - 20% cause of the pimples & the language barrier ! When I talk to him , it seem like I kinda little bit want him to be my boyfriend. Kinda little disappointed of how he is already taken . DON't worry I don't like to be third wheel nor try to make him fall in love with me . I am not a girl who will do that. If he will like me and change his heart to my side . ^.^ That is just be very wonderful .Ahaha! Eh NOTE right~ I will write down the list of things of the topic about What I hate about myself. I hate myself of being timid. I hate myself of being a coward . I hate myself of being a bother ... sometimes not always ! I hate myself of sometimes making unclear sentence that make people don't understand me. I hate myself of making the stupid mistake of over liking the jerks. I hate myself of being all dummy. I hate myself of being an impatient person. I hate myself of interest on someone so fast , but not 100% fall in love 2 them yet ^^ . I hate myself of being a slacker.. sometimes tho' =] . I hate myself of not listening to my parents .. just in some way. I hate myself of being so easy to trust people. I hate myself of doing all those embarrass things that I can't change in that time lol. I hate myself of being too naive, ignorant , and too obedient to my folks in some way. I am out of the words to say . Haha Again~ I am so into fakes nails! HEhe ^^ I just put them on in few hours ago on my nails.
