WEll Shit, I know I am so stupid that i say I desire to have a boyfriend before my birthday , but then my damn birthday is coming fast and how to get a good boyfriend. I freaking want one a guy ,and of course I won't just ask any random guy to be my boyfriend. I just only want a guy who love me more than i love him .It is so damn hard to find that thing .-.- HAHA , ALso now i have a question to me or to you people,DO i still want that guy ? I would say Yes, I do. The reason is he cute, nice body, run fast, know how to do some atmospheres, have a bad side & good side of him , and not always mean & half nice person. Well , He likes to mess around with this naive girl, me. Of course, i let him by doing wat he said " Kiss me" hmm Just kissed him on his cheek tho'. I just can't believe i'm so failure that i got into a this dude who has a gf. T__T wahh! Ahaha , Whatever.. Just little complain on that , I am fine if my love life's Prince have not arrive yet. I just have to deal with it i guess. OK, I gonna say what happened today. I went to the dentist to get little bit of the outside teeth fixed. It was cool until i know that i am way dumb of not knowing how to bite & stay balance in the line teeth thing. I don't get why he had to do that . X/ Hah~ Lala~ Next, I went to the train to go to the Pasadena City College. I really feel little strange that i seem like wanted to on diet causes I did not wait for the school van to come up and drive me to there. I was like walking all the way to school in some miles. When the class started, it was okay not bad . It just half bored in there and one thing for sure made me so cared about is registering the winter classes selection . I thought some classes are still open and damn people in class said al the ESL's classes are completely full. Then When it ended, i tried to finish the book i borrowed from the library because it is over due. Somehow , i still had to bring this up to my mother so during the phone called with her, I just freaking heard her lecture and upset tone towards me. She surely mad at me about why i knew this so late. Well As i can say, I didn't mean to know this late. I did try to look for classes in last few week, but then it didn't show it out the winter season one . VERY terrible in this situation, I went to the library of finding class again in one hour thirty minute. No result in that which made me so angry . I had no mood at all.. I was like all down lol -.- Well , I feel better now heh neck tired though. After staying there, i went back home to eat my dinner. I was like only eating two meal for today . Oh sigh, I am not having a good body shape anyway. Freaking short and having a rounded belly -___- heh!! GO on.. I went to night school as studying in adult school . HAH , In that class, may be cause i didn't study much so I have a C in my writing test of Thursday. I was totally feel sad in that time and it was also reminding of my mistake on the college thing . I felt so worse and still have to go on this class. I just can't cry :D ahaha AM i good? :P ~ Nah , Just kidding.. I didn't feel proud much . I got made fun by the ugly uncle who sit near my table. I admint i was acting little over and never like to shut up in that class so what i like it? I am hella bored in that room. WEll My teacher taught us a nice essay for today and I somewhat liked the disccussion in it too. Hehe :D Hmm, That is all I can share for today entry. I don't like my life very much, but i'm sure If i want , i can make it better .. jus the matter of fact how many determine i have XD lol OH WEll , Byee nee ^__<
