WEll Shit, I know I am so stupid that i say I desire to have a boyfriend before my birthday , but then my damn birthday is coming fast and how to get a good boyfriend. I freaking want one a guy ,and of course I won't just ask any random guy to be my boyfriend. I just only want a guy who love me more than i love him .It is so damn hard to find that thing .-.- HAHA , ALso now i have a question to me or to you people,DO i still want that guy ? I would say Yes, I do. The reason is he cute, nice body, run fast, know how to do some atmospheres, have a bad side & good side of him , and not always mean & half nice person. Well , He likes to mess around with this naive girl, me. Of course, i let him by doing wat he said " Kiss me" hmm Just kissed him on his cheek tho'. I just can't believe i'm so failure that i got into a this dude who has a gf. T__T wahh! Ahaha , Whatever.. Just little complain on that , I am fine if my love life's Prince have not arrive yet. I just have to deal with it i guess. OK, I gonna say what happened today. I went to the dentist to get little bit of the outside teeth fixed. It was cool until i know that i am way dumb of not knowing how to bite & stay balance in the line teeth thing. I don't get why he had to do that . X/ Hah~ Lala~ Next, I went to the train to go to the Pasadena City College. I really feel little strange that i seem like wanted to on diet causes I did not wait for the school van to come up and drive me to there. I was like walking all the way to school in some miles. When the class started, it was okay not bad . It just half bored in there and one thing for sure made me so cared about is registering the winter classes selection . I thought some classes are still open and damn people in class said al the ESL's classes are completely full. Then When it ended, i tried to finish the book i borrowed from the library because it is over due. Somehow , i still had to bring this up to my mother so during the phone called with her, I just freaking heard her lecture and upset tone towards me. She surely mad at me about why i knew this so late. Well As i can say, I didn't mean to know this late. I did try to look for classes in last few week, but then it didn't show it out the winter season one . VERY terrible in this situation, I went to the library of finding class again in one hour thirty minute. No result in that which made me so angry . I had no mood at all.. I was like all down lol -.- Well , I feel better now heh neck tired though. After staying there, i went back home to eat my dinner. I was like only eating two meal for today . Oh sigh, I am not having a good body shape anyway. Freaking short and having a rounded belly -___- heh!! GO on.. I went to night school as studying in adult school . HAH , In that class, may be cause i didn't study much so I have a C in my writing test of Thursday. I was totally feel sad in that time and it was also reminding of my mistake on the college thing . I felt so worse and still have to go on this class. I just can't cry :D ahaha AM i good? :P ~ Nah , Just kidding.. I didn't feel proud much . I got made fun by the ugly uncle who sit near my table. I admint i was acting little over and never like to shut up in that class so what i like it? I am hella bored in that room. WEll My teacher taught us a nice essay for today and I somewhat liked the disccussion in it too. Hehe :D Hmm, That is all I can share for today entry. I don't like my life very much, but i'm sure If i want , i can make it better .. jus the matter of fact how many determine i have XD lol OH WEll , Byee nee ^__<

Labels: bad one

posted at 11:29 PM

What happened this freaking awkward , lame week!? It is not what i should expected but then it all came up with the bad gut and fault of myself. XD Okayy~ Guess , it is hard for u people to understand .. however i only want my own self to knoww~ I notice that my grade in that computer Microsoft Words Level 2 is going down , because i have not turned in the damn assignment . YEs, I am a freakin slacker, unresponsible, clumsy, and easy to believe what people say girl. Now, I say I wanna update my blog in this moment. I should just stick with my good friends who i just meet in my PEACt as a Physcial Education in track & field class. I will need stay away from those cool jerk group guys. The reason is they do not seem to be friendly enough to me .. ah greedy huh? They aren't the people who wanna talk to me .. I feel really ignorant and naive to be the first one to go up and talk with them. They are not very evil and bastards dudes . It just they aren't very pleasurable when they are with me . I am kind of swear to myself now of having less chit chat wit them . I would like to have more conversation with the sweet girl, Jennifer. It is very pleasant to know this new female student. The two guy in the group seem like they are not joking about the A dude having a girlfriend. It is my faulty of not asking W guy about him having a girlfriend or not... ^_^;; I should have the feeling that he does not want me , and does not attract to him so why should i had slightly in love with him.-___- AH!! It was also a terrible idea to ask his friend, E boy XD of his cell numbers.!. I feel extremely dummy on that~ I got humiliated by the prank phone called of A's girlfriend to questions me why i called that guy so much -__- I was so depressing that i cried over that new. I though his friend,K play around with me , but it ended up not . I will just have my days go on without some dude loves me lol. AH I was like staying up late these days. I was little anerosic of last week ago, and now I'm alright i think . hehe :D I do not know what to say anymore . I might edit this tomorrow so later because i need to go bed badly lol .. my neck is too tired XD :P ^_< LOL I wasn't update this of next day on that day lmao :P AH , i think i should end this one ... ahaha ^_<

Labels: daily rants

posted at 11:32 PM

OK, Sorry that i update my blog very late ahaha ..hm? but Sorry to who? No one read it anyway lol! OMG, DAMN IT, I cough so much .. When am i gonna stop coughing?! I really dunno~ Hm, I have some worry thing in my mind. Should i go to that CIV class but wit non-credit & however, i can't even drop that class cuz it is too late =/ I'm so stupid that i tried to drop it when da dead line was over. AND now, I have a freaking nice BIT as computer online course. WAH, CAN i handle it? I really not sure , but am i gonna try hard to do it?! Fifty percent Yes and Fifty percent No! Move on to the next thing I wanna talk about, I do know I'm a slacker already and not very bright student, so also, CAn this me still fall in love to a male that does not know I already fall in love with him?!~ HOho' I wanna know the answer from the unknown people! HAHA According to this situation all would say No, U can not fall in luv wit a boy because you are still not the best of the best in education lol~Hm, I wanna share what is that boy like..his name start wth * A, good runner, good humor, good looking, like to having fun, and like to tease me. Ah Next is.. I will share my essay from my night class. It is kinda my opinion essay that i did. OK Here i go * I have a good goal < my title ahaha but i dun think I have a good goal tho' Blah blah:D Everybody always persues the best level in their life. I am honorable when I reach that point. It is truly happiness when you get to your highest position. I do not want to have an inferior status in my future. I can learn things during my top achievement.
I desire to have a great job. It is a difficult task for all of us. I tried my hardest in the past in order to earn this career. I received many complements when I studied in high school, and ample fine grades in my chemistry class. Moreover, I won an award called " Perfect Attendance Student." Later on , I worked in a hospital as a nurse. Therefore, It is more pleasant than I imagine in that place.
I know a lot of science and glamorous experience. It is extremely pleasurable to be there. The slightly bad happened when I saw hundreds of people dying. Also, I too feel joyful because I met a serious partners whose I can depend on. In the end, I am glad that they are giving me a bunch of missions to do, so I can become a fully adult to my parents and myself. AHAHA YEs That is a short essay i suppose, HAHa many imagination thing :P cuz IT is still dream to work in a hospital !~ Hm, I wanna write one more paragraph from my homework that I did in few week ago .My night class's teacher is a very nice & smart to me. Um Okay, I start to write now * Another story or imginary from my mind... * The thing I dislike the most is a cruel person . Reanae loves to pick on the weak person . She always blames you in any time and day for no reason . This young lady is a racist, because she thinks Chinese people are ignorant, slow-minded. At many times, she uses a weird nickname for her classmates. Futhermore, she hates girls whose look more attractive than her. This woman does not adore little children at all. She often yells at them, even though they want to be friendly with her. Also, she abuses the poor dog on the streets that walks near her. Therefore, she gets the most popular devilish name on the internet that everyone knows. @.@ ahaha Hope I dun see that kind of female in my life .. ahaha fictional character though' ..Yeah, That all i write for now.. :P ;)

Labels: daily rants, life, stuff

posted at 11:25 PM