What could i say =[.. It is just so hard of making decision on the love and not addict to computer.HAHA Freaking bad habit~ OH WEll~ I am so mad at myself that i always admire and fall to the cold heart and cute looking guy. WHy the heck i can't like the generous and caring guy but just half not good looking. I really think i'm a bad girl as being racial in judging people's face too much. =__= I'm so sorrie and guilty to reject the person that like me so much . =[ But Love can't force when i really don't think about that person . So sad =[ I really don't want to hurt that person . WEll HAh cuz i was being hurt by that guy so i hurt this guy , NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ^__^;; I just don't want him to be with me when i still like that jerk guy . IT is sux to fall in love with the guy that don't want me .T__T huhu~ AHh Rejection is way hurt to handle ; i really feel sorrie for him and me of went over that. to refuse to accept is reject >__<>.__> GRR I don't know what to write but i really don't mean to do that. I'm really nicest girl if u be my friend ; however, it is hard if i don't have feeling to that person and i don't want to be with u . So i really feel sorrie to that guy .PLease forgive and still talk to me. Yai!! It's Friday tomorrow lol :D Hmm I wanna shout out in this blog journal gain . I'm still in love or like you veri much , Bryan Liu. I really can't get my eyes off you whenever i see you. It's really love poison again as i described in my previous dates. lol ^__^ I still gotta live if that person don't want me. WEll NOw i really wish he could just talk to me more and think of me more. MAy be i'm not attractive and not interest him enough. HAHa IT's sux to be so picky. =___= now i think of it again ... i do feel guilty and unhappy to hurt such a gentle guy but really into me so much . I'm so stupid to treat him like that but i can't help it. talking about DADA Wu lol Eh I'm really treasure the relationship but i feel sad to hurt that relationship of rejecting him .AHh~~ Watever, Education is important. I Should put more effort than that . =] OKAy I swear to myself to do well and stop spending so much time on the computer and still more pricecie lol a lot of pointy Spanish project ~YEah that it for today =[ AWw gonna feel sleepy again tomorrow lol