What could i say =[.. It is just so hard of making decision on the love and not addict to computer.HAHA Freaking bad habit~ OH WEll~ I am so mad at myself that i always admire and fall to the cold heart and cute looking guy. WHy the heck i can't like the generous and caring guy but just half not good looking. I really think i'm a bad girl as being racial in judging people's face too much. =__= I'm so sorrie and guilty to reject the person that like me so much . =[ But Love can't force when i really don't think about that person . So sad =[ I really don't want to hurt that person . WEll HAh cuz i was being hurt by that guy so i hurt this guy , NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ^__^;; I just don't want him to be with me when i still like that jerk guy . IT is sux to fall in love with the guy that don't want me .T__T huhu~ AHh Rejection is way hurt to handle ; i really feel sorrie for him and me of went over that. to refuse to accept is reject >__<>.__> GRR I don't know what to write but i really don't mean to do that. I'm really nicest girl if u be my friend ; however, it is hard if i don't have feeling to that person and i don't want to be with u . So i really feel sorrie to that guy .PLease forgive and still talk to me. Yai!! It's Friday tomorrow lol :D Hmm I wanna shout out in this blog journal gain . I'm still in love or like you veri much , Bryan Liu. I really can't get my eyes off you whenever i see you. It's really love poison again as i described in my previous dates. lol ^__^ I still gotta live if that person don't want me. WEll NOw i really wish he could just talk to me more and think of me more. MAy be i'm not attractive and not interest him enough. HAHa IT's sux to be so picky. =___= now i think of it again ... i do feel guilty and unhappy to hurt such a gentle guy but really into me so much . I'm so stupid to treat him like that but i can't help it. talking about DADA Wu lol Eh I'm really treasure the relationship but i feel sad to hurt that relationship of rejecting him .AHh~~ Watever, Education is important. I Should put more effort than that . =] OKAy I swear to myself to do well and stop spending so much time on the computer and still more pricecie lol a lot of pointy Spanish project ~YEah that it for today =[ AWw gonna feel sleepy again tomorrow lol
posted at 11:35 PM
Tuesday, October 7, 2008
Tuesday hah another day of taking CAHSEE
It was a nice and tired day i think lol Okay.... I really don't know nowaday i can't have a good little rest or sleep in the morning taking the school bus. Sometimes it made me frustrated of it and i will really felt tired on this freaking big exam , but oh well. ^__^;; I did try best and doing not bad, but lol the essay seem little mess up because i forgot to proof read . Hope i could get fifty point at least~ Hmm x___x FOr real , i was really tired today. It was like working out in two hours of playing basketball~ Heh Eh The time i finished the test , i was really hungry and death tired that i want to knock out by taking the nap , but i endure it to the way of riding the school bus. Hmm THen, when i went home, i felt cool lol ... i always like that la~ Next i was taking a really relaxing bath so comfortable .... ^___^ AHh so lazy to do hw... :P I'm like distracting myself of going online writing blog , go on facebook, go on myspace, and watch drama >.<>
HMM let me review what i wanted to say on Friday night. WTF i did wrong to get humilated by the f***ing jerk that i have been liked, and how come i got scold by my sister again. =[ It was such a bad bad Friday night but so nice of getting out early of school. Hahaha Everything is fine as long as you enjoy it. I won't let some insult cross over my happiness as having my wonderful parents love and care me. lol ^0^ I won't ever freaking cry over the useless and nonsense stuff. Yeah that is my plan in my heart ; it would be great if i could get stronger stronger that i dun get bully and tease of. Haha I kinda obesess of some application game on facebook site. Ahh i am so lazy to type more of pausing my drama , RAwr! WEll, i stay on the computer today until two something pm~ Teehee i walk up to Downtown. It was little tired but kinda fun that i meet my friends. So Happy already =] We are hang out as going eating dinner in the Japanese restaurant. @__@ Damn disappointed that we had to wait like twenty something minutes i think lol However we were walk up to there and guessed what... it had the freaking festival concert so we had to walk the other direction. The sux thing is i need to walk more road when i met them in the first place on the first and second street. They were all finish taking the SAT and haha my best friend Yan said it was hard & one guy Jimmy said he was like failing it. Aww I would hope that it isn't true . Next, we walked walked to the Arcade ...teehee so cool because it was kinda entertain me in there. They were very nice and great video games. I watched my friends playing the street fight game and it was kinda violent. Haha One of my friend were using female character but he is a guy . lol Really strange to me :P ^^ Haha Then somehow i decide that i wanna play the DanceDanceParadise i think :D AHaha i was so terrible on playing . I am not a good fast dancer lol I lost the game of playing beginner. Eh, Then kekeke i wanted to play drump so i told my friend Jimmy to play it with me lol My best friend Yan said i was taking advantage of him :P hehe who cares it is like as long as he doesn't mind . ^.^ =] I'm nice; i will treat him if he wants me to ~ HAHa okay then me and him started to play it. IT was like during the game, nomatter how much i hit the drump; i still lost to him . He is so great of playing games that i could say ^___^ Teehee it was really my clumsiness that i didn't hit in the right spot on that video game. LOL ON the way home, we four were chit chat and having very good conversation, for example~ a guy named Ping liked he was little wanna to go home and scare of walking home alone cuz it was starting to late on that time. HAha i was like calling him chicken Ping~ ^^ SO fun teehee! Then my best friend said how the way pplz called the girl as chicken in like hooker and duck as gigolo .... That was really burn him but he didn't mind =] lol Guess he could stand that kinda harsh joke. ^.^ Well I could stand some harsh joke but i would feel depress in a while. Ahahaha i won't think of bad and sad stuff anymore. I will just looking forward on my next path way. It will boring, unexpect , excite , and need to be more determine on school work i think.... :P blah blah~ I am so regret of liking a jerk named Bryan Liu lol ^0^ but damn whatever it was the pass... i won't think of stupid thing that won't work out ~ Mae Ying/Doan should concentrate on school work and try to do harder in every assignment but can i lol I really hope i do ... :P Haha type is easy to let people know that but when the time to do that short goal, i might not aim in one hundred percent on the skoo projects .>.<>
