I am so dumb dumb. I don't ever think i will have a good love life. I am so naive to like someone dun like me. Well YEah XD had a lot of crushes before but hell no i cry for them before. The guy i liked had been insult me or made fun of me >.< yea i cried for him that i was so useless that i can't talk to him straight .NOw i'm okay ... not really damn I was cry again of a guy ^^;; Hmm Guess Doanh/ Mae Ying is a really bad girl of always think of love and to make guys like me. I am honest to myself i never back stab people, doing something evil, and saying harsh words to people... T_T Even i cheat on the test; i don't think i could get a A too o__o why? HEy, I am talking about my love life right?! I think i'm the person who go really deep into one love if i think it is coming! WTF... I don't get it? How come that person ain't care about me when he said he likes me. I really doubt that am i in his heart? Is he using to get my advantage of something?! I am so hopeless that i'm easily believe people. Por que? I don't get it?~ IT's like a betraying feeling. I am so in love to him that i can't hate him but instead i like him more!!!!!!!T__T REally it seems like i won't get a good love life .... duh i could work hard on education stuff right? XD lol like i'm that determine??! Heh NO Mae Ying actually could if her heart wants to do it lol YEah... DO my best in later life so you could forget of your bad time on this stupid love right?Hahaha Guess so ^__^;; THInk positive right? Yai so is it okay to be ignore by that guy or dump by that guy .... I won't gonna hit him or blame him!! Haha May be i did but i won't or can't hate him because he is already in my heart lol :P blah blah
